Sunday, August 23, 2009

You gotto do what you gotto do

I think that Being Someone wrote a very positive blog last night. After the high morning glory this one might take you into the depths of my mood. Because my lesson for today comes not from the good but it has somewhat gray shades lined into it. I am not even sure whether it is a lesson. I leave that for you- the Reader- to decide.
See have you ever been at a place in your life which you dont like.. infact dislike.. but have known that you deserved it? Because you didnt figure out how to save yourself from it or rather how to be at some other place. All our lives we yearn to be at a place we belong.. and most often it is we who take ourselves away from that place. Actions must be figured out. you know they MUST .. but cant figure out how. You wait for the next morning ,then the next..then the next
jo rang dhoondti hu khud me
jane wo hain bhi ki nahi
mann k kai tukde
alag alag ore kheechte hue
jane inme se kaun sachche
kaun se jhoothe
Baithe hue hain hare se
tukdo me jeete hue
Aaj teen din gye
Teen darr jeete maine
bas teen.sirf teen..bas teen

The lesson .. the thing I want to say is that.. even though I feel lost .. i feel like i dont know whether tomorrow i will be able to raise myself to the standards i want to live upto... i am happy that I KNOIW where i am.And the fact that i realize this - is the only semblance of sanity in me. In order to raise myself from here I must ALWAYS know that i dont belong here. That i must do greater things. Because the moment i tell myself that its OK.. the battle will be lost. Forever.
This inner struggle that i have with myself everyday is bearable in comparison to that.

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5 comments:

  1. TUSHAR SAXENAAugust 23, 2009 at 1:02 PM

    Karlo jo bhi karna hai
    hota hai jo hona hai
    Guzra jo pal yeh phir na aayega
    Kya bura hai kya bhala hai
    Waqt hi shayad khuda hai
    Ho jaane do phir
    Dekha jaayega

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  2. ArpitAugust 23, 2009 at 6:00 PM

    Important realization that to reach somewhere better.... we need 2 be aware of where we are today.
    And a very essential point mentioned by tushar that perhaps time is so powerful that sometimes no matter how hard we try, it is this destiny or time which controls us.

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  3. Inesha S.August 23, 2009 at 8:42 PM

    The whole fight is not to rely on destiny because then one would jsut leave oneself to the flow ..to be taken anywhere by the tide.The point is to careate one's own path by one's own effort

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  4. BeingSumoneAugust 24, 2009 at 2:01 AM

    A very honest acceptance by Inesha..Perhaps it not just her mood but all of ours predicament she mentions here.
    I would like to say : we are the master of our destiny , but also its slave...
    More than often and specially in d time around dese days, v procrastinate things and excuse ourselves by saying that its not in our hands. we take days to accept the simple things in our life and no doubt complicate it with our full force.

    Also I have full compliance with Tushar's view that Time is powerful force.

    However hard we may try, there are times when the flow of our lives is best when the reins are in the hands of God. In him we confide and in his jury we subdue.
    I am just here doing my part( may be not that efficiently) but I really expect God to take me to a nice good place from here.. :)

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  5. ArpitAugust 24, 2009 at 6:07 AM

    I guess the essential point to realize is that yes destiny controls us to quite an extent though we try to flow against the tide at times.
    But even then it is the human nature of curiosity, of struggle and of fighting against all odds which propels the civilization ahead.
    We should always strive to change the things under our control and may b leave a few things to the divine Himself.

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